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Friday, August 06, 2004
i'm tired... sho tired... sho many things to do... haiz...
Things to do:
sva admin plus script stuff...
endless hw...
endless tests...
looking after my cca juniors...
cca admin stuff...
so much more...
haiz... sometime u just wish that u can hold the time stopper in ur hands... so that the time can be stop to leet u clear whatever things or stuff i have now... things are really jamming up....
still remember a few days ago... ms chua told my cls about some problems she encountered in the past.... she told us that last time she stress till she stressed out and broke down... she shared her experience that she felt the world passing by her... hmm... i felt that too before... its like u can do the same routine as usual everyday... but u got no emotion to it.. as in u dun feel any thing... no excitement for the things u do... no hope for tml... u can walk along the road... among the crowd.. yet u feel so isolated... so alone... sometimes it get so worst that u can cross the road at the traffic light without checking whether its red or green...
its juz so terrible.. then there will be pple thinking of ways to escape.. to run away... to run away from this lonely world... taking numerous no. of panadols... slice the penknife along ur wrist... or jump down...
i tried 2 things... slicing penkife and jumping.... but no courage to slice... so gave up tt thought... then wan to jump... but just got pulled by to sense by some of my close friends and church friends... actualli still got take panadols... but i took so much is becoz exam period... then slp late everynite... so need to take to cure my headache...
niwae... me sometimes still will get into slight depression still... sometime will just sit there and wonder ... walk also will wonder.. wonder of alot of things... this one that one... so many things... then the world will just start passing me by...
sometime i will counsel my friend.. coz i know tt its bad to bottle up ur problems in ur heart... sometimes u juz wish to share ur problems with someone.... haiz... but who will trust this boi... the boi who was once in depression...
- i'm tired
by Dj Z @ 10:30 PM